Hi ya, from the little bit you shared here I sense a different possibility: I'd say there are indications that one's own loyalty to one's choice; i.e. the choice of 'partner' had been causing traumas for several lifetimes. Certain perceived 'responsibilities' as well as social perception based expressions and 'allowed' fulfilment of one's emotional needs (i.e. how in the given social/cultural stucture or its personal 'perception' of it!) one actually didn't DARE to step out of the 'boundaries' and fulfil one's true desires (choosing a partner according to the heart instead of according to what is 'judged' right, for that would have been 'breaking all the 'rules') - this then results in NOT being able to fulfil far more than the right 'partner choice' - it's actually an avalanche so to speak with many consequences; in short it is undermining one's life purpse not only in relationship but also the intended overall creative self actualisation - which would be the 5th house Aquarius north node. Ruler Uranus being in the 7th house (I assume in Aries perhaps?) shows a little more about the pic; there certainly are traumas attached to relationship choices for several life times -- to say the least. (As I don't know the whole chart I just wanted to add this little bit of insight)
I love your insights. What do the early EA books say? Eight major lifetimes and several or more minor lifetimes in order to work out a specific intention/desire? So, two fires and many of the type of relationships which you describe. And yes, Uranus in Aries, you are good! Thanks for adding to the picture!
I personally feel that we can forget any 'rules' on the 'number of lives' etc. - it simply something that the Soul hasn't yet worked out: the wisdom from the lessons that the Soul is looking for can be extracted any moment the lesson is learned and embraced within the human level.
Hi ya, from the little bit you shared here I sense a different possibility: I'd say there are indications that one's own loyalty to one's choice; i.e. the choice of 'partner' had been causing traumas for several lifetimes. Certain perceived 'responsibilities' as well as social perception based expressions and 'allowed' fulfilment of one's emotional needs (i.e. how in the given social/cultural stucture or its personal 'perception' of it!) one actually didn't DARE to step out of the 'boundaries' and fulfil one's true desires (choosing a partner according to the heart instead of according to what is 'judged' right, for that would have been 'breaking all the 'rules') - this then results in NOT being able to fulfil far more than the right 'partner choice' - it's actually an avalanche so to speak with many consequences; in short it is undermining one's life purpse not only in relationship but also the intended overall creative self actualisation - which would be the 5th house Aquarius north node. Ruler Uranus being in the 7th house (I assume in Aries perhaps?) shows a little more about the pic; there certainly are traumas attached to relationship choices for several life times -- to say the least. (As I don't know the whole chart I just wanted to add this little bit of insight)
I love your insights. What do the early EA books say? Eight major lifetimes and several or more minor lifetimes in order to work out a specific intention/desire? So, two fires and many of the type of relationships which you describe. And yes, Uranus in Aries, you are good! Thanks for adding to the picture!
BTW- You inspired me to add the chart to the article to make it easier for people :-)
I personally feel that we can forget any 'rules' on the 'number of lives' etc. - it simply something that the Soul hasn't yet worked out: the wisdom from the lessons that the Soul is looking for can be extracted any moment the lesson is learned and embraced within the human level.